FROM NOW ON, I MUST WORK HARD. STUDY HARD, SIT IN FRONT INSTEAD OF THE BACK AND GET MY DIPLOMA IN COUNSELLING PSYCHOLOGY THEN GO TO JAMES COOK UNIVERSITY TO GET THE HONS DEGREE.

Then my parents no need work so hard le. Everytime see them work they like so not happy with what they are doing.. So stressed until face got so many frown lines.. Maybe they were happier when we were younger.. then not so much trouble and not so high maintenance fee =.=

My mom going back to work.. Actually she wan to retire le.. But everyday costs going higher n higher..

I gave my mom back one of my credit card T.T Well I have to learn how to curb my spending.. Now I every month standard spend around 1000SGD.. Everytime make up my mind to save then in the end duno how come can spend until the credit limit..

Maybe its good that I now only have one card which is in Chris' hands!! I feel so insecure now without any money!! My dad went to Mexico le, then I also dont want ask my mom or grandma for money.. my heart also pain when I ask them..

At first my mom say no more desktop cuz I play too much com then she dun wanna encourage me. But before my dad left for Mexico he say when he come back he will go with me to buy.. He so nice to me.. Wad I wan he just buy..

Today, I talk to my mom.. She show me my last month bill for one card only. 400SGD..

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE STOP ME FROM SPLURGING...

I think I got illness. Even 1000SGD cant last until end of the month. At the last week confirm penniless.

At first I tot I can do it.. I can spend as little as possible then remove some burden off my mom. BUT. I forgot about Chris -_-